Imagination and reality
The interesting thing about being a perceptive, intuitive person with a vivid imagination is… the chance of the things I think about and imagine aren’t really all that far off from being real possibilities. Usually - and most often to my disappointment in the end - those thoughts that are based more in fantasy rather than reality are the ones that fill my mind, with no real chance of happening. Getting lost in the unattainable, though, has always been an escape for me. I could, and very often do, spend hours on end daydreaming…and I really don’t see myself ever stopping. Being aware of the reality doesn’t have an affect on said daydreams, and I’m not sure if this is a bad thing or not.
It just kind of sucks when the reality you’re aware of all along starts to come to the forefront and slap you in the face. At first, I tend to “fight” it. I mean, who wouldn’t choose happy little thoughts over the harshness of reality? :huh: So, I delve deeper into the fantasy…and it does me well for a while longer, fueling very interesting thoughts and sometimes channeling into a creative outlet that leads to an erotic story. The fact that some of my erotic stories take so long to complete is evidence to me that I’m trying to milk every moment for all its worth. But, damn, are those moments really very…nice. *grin*
So…when reality has truly made itself known, and there is no mistaking how things will be, I’m left with just the fantasies…and the “what might have beens.” At least for a little while anyway… :)
By sykochyld, June 16, 2008 @ 12:09 pm
you want imagination, listen to dj tiestos in search of sunrise and some armin van buuren
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